Monday, May 31, 2010

Knock Out

There is a cost of wanting to be with you.

Sunday, May 30, 2010


You are a loss that I can not replace.

Thursday, May 27, 2010


Still, almost anything can remind me of you.

But when I am alone is when I feel you most.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

On This Side

If it would mean that you are going to have a casual conversation with me, I wont refuse. As long as we try to be safe about it. We are going to hold back from kissing, holding hands, and saying phrases that we actually mean.

Monday, May 24, 2010

The Mundane Inspired

I said, I love you.

Eventually, I will come up with the most natural proof without showing a sign of reluctance.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Breaking Wind

No matter how far or close we are from each other, there are many forces that still prevent me from getting to you.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

The Wrong Endeavor

I want to blame you for the chaos that you placed in my heart which caused a raucous in my mind.

Unfortunately, I can not. I believed in us so much. I still am. So there is something left of me for you to come back to.

And since I tried not to lose every part of myself to you, I am letting you go. Not because I want to, but it would help us. Dramatically.

No matter the outcome, we will both accept it.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Case of Timelessness

And until the day the wrinkles start coming out, I will look at you in the eye and assure you that nothing has changed.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

The Substitution For Stars

This will be difficult but I guarantee that I will be able to know where you are in a crowded room.

Somewhere deep in my mind I know that you would be there expecting me to find you.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Pleasant Surprises Often Find Their Way

Your whispers containing secrets and the unexpected affectionate gestures that you do makes me feel so wanted by you. I will never get tired of this.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

The Catch

Oh, there you are. I had been looking for you for the longest time.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

The Strange Fascination

I hear a lot of bullshit from other people that all pertain to you.

But I don't care. I like you.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

My Undivided Attention

It was hard making you believe that I do not care about you.
And it was hard trying to go through the day without glancing towards your direction.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

A Light That Shines Alone

Photo by Audrey Pelonia

I am looking at someone else in the eye knowing that I would never find the same eyes that can reveal the same kind of feeling like yours did.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

One Beautiful Thing That Surpassed Any Boundaries

You believe that you are so hard to deal with and that nobody is capable of loving someone like you. But I am here alive and breathing, waiting. I want to make you happy and you know that.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

The 160 GB Hard Drive Of You And I

You have to accept that I have a say in this and I want us to stop stuffing each other with more problems when we can just remember the good times, relive them, and make new ones. We are going to be vulnerable to more complications if we do not get rid of unnecessary quarrels and arguments.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

The Reality Check Behind Every Accomplishments

This is the new you because you had your moment to shine. I advice you to be humble even if you have to put a new face for a lot of people. You should not let go of your old priorities just because you are expected to have new ones.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Wall of Remembrance

Photo by Audrey Pelonia

Sometimes memories gets passed on, written down, or forgotten.
But there is nobody else that is capable of reminding me about us.
I want to remember you until I die, but then I will die eventually.
If I have to cope with this for the rest of my life, I will.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

The Burning Bridge

My actions always end up being more of a consequence than an actual result with the attempt of achieving the stability that I need in this shaky ground. Effort is now needed to get a breathe a fresh air.

Also wondering if being with you has meaning to it because you blind my thoughts.