Tuesday, September 29, 2009
You had given me three things that I wanted in any relationship: honesty, trust, and loyalty. These words shone brightly whenever I see you but between those words is the word love. Not the kind of love you give to your family, friends, and other people.. It is the kind of love that you refused to show anybody.
And I am still trying to find the switch so it can shine on me, first.
Posted by Ciara at 6:01 AM
Monday, September 28, 2009
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
I left for the city because I thought we needed the time out. I wanted a change in our conflicting lifestyles because I was never satisfied with what we had.
Businesses are still running, people are still walking, and every winter the snow will melt to prepare for spring..
But I came back for you when I realized that I struggled to live without you. Everything can change now as long as we could be together.
I want to go through a lot with you.
Posted by Ciara at 12:30 AM
Friday, September 25, 2009
Look here, you. There are three of us and there is only one road. The only road that you want to pass through. But you are afraid. Take it. You waited for this. Your car might even get a flat tire or get heated up along the way. Do not worry. We are going to be behind you even if you encounter a detour.
We are just right behind you, always.
Posted by Ciara at 5:54 AM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Whenever I would drive, especially late at night, I would pass all these places that would remind me of you. All these commercial areas around my town where we would eat together,.. shop together. These places where we used to walk in with our hands together. But we can't do that anymore. None of these places would disappear as much as I would want it to.
The next time I pass another place that would remind me of you, I do not want to turn my head around anymore.. No matter how difficult it is going to be.
Posted by Ciara at 5:58 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
No matter which sky in a beautiful scenery I choose to look, I know that you will not fall from the sky and come back to me again. Here I am in another setting, waiting for a sign of your existence. From up there, you are probably looking down at me and wondering what the hell I was doing with my life. But I can't forget you. I still need you here.
You should have just taken me with you.
Posted by Ciara at 5:53 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
A stormy night suddenly came when you walked through that door as if it was a bad omen and that you were meant to leave me. And now every night I grab on where you could have laid as my tears soak all my wishes and hopes that one day you will come back and lay beside me to imprint your own self on this empty space next to me.
Posted by Ciara at 5:01 PM