How else can this go on, when the only thing that I truly asked for and my only expectation was something you were not able to give? There is nothing sincere about what we had. Everything just became a total mind-fuck.
To see you again without knowing that I never left your mind, my own feelings for you came back. I should have taken the risk that I failed to take several years ago so neither of us would be suffering the consequences of my decisions.
Our journey is a lie. I can not seem to point why I believe that you are deceiving me and how everything you say pierces my chest. I want the truth now because I can not seem to find the courage to tell you anything.