Sunday, December 27, 2009

Lost Luggage

I am sorry about the rush. I thought this was what you wanted. Maybe we should slow things down or maybe we should just stop trying altogether.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Peg and Scroll

I worry that we are losing the balance that keeps things in tune between us. I hope that you and I will fix things and that maybe, all we need is a little more affection.

(Merry Christmas)

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Crawling On The Wall

The more I wait, the more things will fall heavy on my shoulders. It will block the sunlight and it will push you more away. I want to tell you a lot of things and I want to say this..

"I am really trying."

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Into The Cupboard It Goes

All the time and memories that you had given me is placed somewhere that you will least expect to find. It is impossible to forget and reclaim. Please understand that.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Framing the Concept

Do not test my beliefs when you ask me what the holidays mean to me. It does not mean anything religious to me but it would be nice if you come down here to see me. After that, maybe I can finally answer your question.

Monday, December 14, 2009

An Empty Bench

Then one day, I thought about you. Not because I miss you, but I was longing.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

The Storm That Approaches

My emotions had piled up because I finally admitted that you are my only burden. I learned that I can love you and want to get rid of you at the same time.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

A Portal

All you see is a reflection of what you had become. A person that other people expect you to be, or a person that you should have been.

Monday, December 7, 2009

On The Way Down

If until now you are unsure about how you feel, I will understand. Just do me a favor and not go through with it, that's all.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

When The Sun Rises

You forget about the second chance that you get whenever the next morning comes. You focus too much on what is presented right in front of you and tell yourself that things wont get better. It will get better.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

no subject

The only reason why I was able to get through it all was because I saw you even if it was just a glimpse of you from afar.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

no subject

You turned me into something that I did not want to be.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Fetching Water

You and I had continuously kept something running for so long without having anything slow us down that lead us to jump on every possible conclusion that someday, we would be this and one day, we would be that.

But nothing is making sense right now.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Blooming Liberty

You said that we owe it to them for protecting our country. You said they are doing the same thing for those innocent civilians despite their casualties. Do you know what you are talking about?

What I think is that we are lucky to be able to wake up even in the ungodly hour of the night without hearing the sounds of crying women and children, the sounds of gunshots, or even the sounds of various explosives.

Those who did not do anything deserve the same kind of freedom we have.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

The Wheels Keep Turning

Do you remember the old things that you did back then?. Things that made you be you. I miss it. You are all grown up now. You grew out of your old ways since now you can afford to consume gas to transport your new friends and to get to new destinations with a new definition of fun.

But I know that you were happier back then. With me, you do not have to change to anything. We had always been content being this way. We did not worry about the traffic lights, the traffic,.. We saw so much more around us without any restrictions.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Drops of Gold

You do not understand. I like you for being you. It has nothing to do with what material you can give.

None of that should hinder, but you let your pride stand in the way.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009


It hurts knowing that you can not help your self make things better for your end. It hurts pretending to be the strong one when deep inside, I am slowly breaking down. It hurts to try looking for solutions because we would still be in the same spot when we should be progressing.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Turn the Knob

I decided to start a new chapter of my life without you. It does not mean that I do not want you anymore, but I believe that it is for the better. Giving up on what we have does not have anything to do with this. There are just more people to meet and I think that you have a long way to go before you can understand how I feel, what I feel.

Monday, November 16, 2009

The Lantern

Somehow, I don't see any reason in walking the rest of the way. I should just turn around while I still know my way back. This is the last thing that I am going to do for you so just take what is left of us and walk the rest of the way without me.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

"Porcelain Doll"

I am not always unfeeling. You just disregard my feelings. Drop me and I will break.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Highways of Branches

It does not stop there. It will keep expanding and I am hoping that you wont just give up and turn back.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Another Broken Ladder

All I did was accidentally miss a step and somehow it felt like everything crumbled down and I can no longer reach what I wanted to achieve.

Because of you I felt misled.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

The Ironies of 'Simple'

Although it is nice that you get amused by the simple things, you do not appreciate the simple things I do for you.

Friday, November 6, 2009

The Weeds That Grew Flowers

I can pass by anything that may seem 'dead' but on the other hand, I can only care about the reason why I was walking in the first place.


If I can use whatever is left in the sky before the night falls to create a picture that will convey my feelings for you, I will. I never expected anything from you in return but just this once, please look up.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Behind the Curtain

To be able to get to know you fully. To know that the shadow behind the curtain is yours. To realize that it might just take one glimpse to change everything. To feel that you are not expecting me on your side of the curtain..

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

no subject

If only you were just the kind of bacteria that lives through my hands and I can easily wash it off by smothering my hands with soap..

My feelings for you is just another different scenario.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

no subject

Despite all the crap you put me through, I can still imagine my self staring at you, with comforting eyes, and reminding you that I will be here waiting until you feel better.

Monday, November 2, 2009

no subject

The least you can do is thank the person who cares about you or return the favor. It is like an object that you continue to overuse without being aware that objects, such as machines, must be cleaned to work efficiently. Do not wait for the time when things like this do not work for you anymore when you need it the most. You will be surprised that how you treat your things can somehow connect with how a person affects your life.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

"Pick A Card"

All this time, you made me feel that being with you is all about luck and chances. I might just be in the right place at the right moment.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Our boundary

This is the distance we have. I see you but I know that my arms are not long enough to get a hold of you. Maybe I am meant to just look at you without getting any kind of feeling in return.

Friday, October 30, 2009

no subject

As the world view me differently -- maybe innocent, pure, cold, weird.. I can hear your thoughts because you know that I am much more than what they say.

I want you to define me.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

"Yellow and Green"

While you were away, I tried making things beautiful. I want you to come back soon and see that all this happened because I was (and still am) thinking of you.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Natural Observation

The way we view 'us' is beyond how they see us. You are the only one who cares about what they think. Let them think what they want. I can see through your mistakes and remember this..
You are the only one that I adore.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

no subject

The night gave me temporary dreams just like how being alive with you is also temporary.

Monday, October 26, 2009

no subject

Despite our differences, I am certain that we can still harmonize. Though that is if you are willing to make that song with me.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

A Kind of Tunnel

Most tunnels are supposed to be dark. You have to find a light at the end to help find your way out. But you have it easy right in front of you and I wonder why the hell you are not walking to reach the other side.

The good opportunities are over there, not here.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Brown veins on a green leaf

I only focused on the big picture only to realize that it was all about the little things that you had done for me. They were small deeds that showed that you cared and you tried. It was me who needed to look at a closer picture because it had a significant meaning. You gave meaning to it and I failed to see that. I'm sorry.

Friday, October 23, 2009


You saw what was left before you tore off what kept me on air. It was that 'something' that I thought was painless and weightless but it is now pinning me down, deep in my heart. Why are you constantly messing with me?

Thursday, October 22, 2009

no subject

Even though it does not feel like it right now, I know that I will be OK without you. I can finally see the other beautiful things out there and you are not included.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Glass Door

You never learned how to see through me even though you know that I am standing right in front of you.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

no subject

I wonder how someone like you have caused all this.

Monday, October 19, 2009


I know that you want to please me and everyone else. But there is no such thing. You should please the person who matters to you the most, the person that you made a promise to.

You are the person that matters most to me because I made all these promises to you. I don't want to see you struggle so I allowed you to please them instead.

I just made things easier for you and that should satisfy me but I am once again unhappy.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Just A Shoe Rack

It is similar to how I place something on a rack or shelf even if it does not belong there. But I do anyway for easier access.

I go to a place that I wont normally go to just to see you there.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

A Gardener's Purpose

You can stop, but I will still continue to clear a way for you so that you wont graze yourself on anything sharp that you will come across along the way.

Friday, October 16, 2009

(RIP Byrd)

I have not met you properly before but you were someone special to a person I care about. I wish I was able to get to know you more in this lifetime.

Thursday, October 15, 2009


Even in the most immature fights, I want you to know that you are still the one that I want. I had always been so afraid that something would just take you away and never feel how you are important in my life.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009


You may have pulled me away from my usual spot countless times but I still refuse to have you break this heart.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

no subject

You get things. You get tired of these things. You find new things that has the similar characteristics from your old things. So you start liking these new things and the whole process resets.

Don't make me go through that process and become the thing you get tired of.

Monday, October 12, 2009

'They can't just be pink, can they?'

You can dress the same, act the same, like the same things as them.. In my eyes you are still more than what you appear to be because I know that wasn't the real you.