Sunday, December 27, 2009

Lost Luggage

I am sorry about the rush. I thought this was what you wanted. Maybe we should slow things down or maybe we should just stop trying altogether.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Peg and Scroll

I worry that we are losing the balance that keeps things in tune between us. I hope that you and I will fix things and that maybe, all we need is a little more affection.

(Merry Christmas)

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Crawling On The Wall

The more I wait, the more things will fall heavy on my shoulders. It will block the sunlight and it will push you more away. I want to tell you a lot of things and I want to say this..

"I am really trying."

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Into The Cupboard It Goes

All the time and memories that you had given me is placed somewhere that you will least expect to find. It is impossible to forget and reclaim. Please understand that.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Framing the Concept

Do not test my beliefs when you ask me what the holidays mean to me. It does not mean anything religious to me but it would be nice if you come down here to see me. After that, maybe I can finally answer your question.

Monday, December 14, 2009

An Empty Bench

Then one day, I thought about you. Not because I miss you, but I was longing.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

The Storm That Approaches

My emotions had piled up because I finally admitted that you are my only burden. I learned that I can love you and want to get rid of you at the same time.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

A Portal

All you see is a reflection of what you had become. A person that other people expect you to be, or a person that you should have been.

Monday, December 7, 2009

On The Way Down

If until now you are unsure about how you feel, I will understand. Just do me a favor and not go through with it, that's all.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

When The Sun Rises

You forget about the second chance that you get whenever the next morning comes. You focus too much on what is presented right in front of you and tell yourself that things wont get better. It will get better.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

no subject

The only reason why I was able to get through it all was because I saw you even if it was just a glimpse of you from afar.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

no subject

You turned me into something that I did not want to be.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Fetching Water

You and I had continuously kept something running for so long without having anything slow us down that lead us to jump on every possible conclusion that someday, we would be this and one day, we would be that.

But nothing is making sense right now.