There is a person who will someday move heaven and earth just to see you smile. There is a person who will someday break the walls that you built upon yourself to provide you care and understanding. There is a person who will someday declare the realest statements that you would ever hear and all you have to do is believe.
It feels like the heavens had been giving me signs that all pertain to you. However, today was not a sign, but a warning. Maybe it is God's way for making me realize that the feeling of dying inside is different from death itself. I can still cope.
And it is better to die a little inside because I have the chance to fix the situation, if anything.