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To Be Titled

2012-01-24T22:56:00.000-08:00

In my head, the distance does not exist.

In my head, I see you and I finding our way to each other again.

The Moment The World Reveals Itself

2012-01-21T14:13:00.000-08:00

Love changes everything.

You came into my life.

I love you.

Susurrous

2011-08-24T03:59:00.000-07:00

Nothing is as familiar as waking up to you every morning, among all other things.

The Magic

2011-07-04T12:12:00.000-07:00

You make things happen in different ways. Both beautifully and strange.

A Blank Canvas

2011-06-22T01:42:00.000-07:00

How were you able to foresee something that might not even happen? After all, not all good images leave an impression. Sometimes it is better to rely on spontaneity.

Exactly Where You Left It

2011-06-19T11:19:00.000-07:00

Even though time feels slow without you here, I look forward for your return.

Targets

2011-03-11T12:06:00.000-08:00

Today is the day you are grateful to have a chance to do anything at all.

Musk

2011-02-07T19:15:00.000-08:00

A simple conversation can suddenly turn into an argument. You still held my hand.

Out Of The Quarry

2011-01-20T18:02:00.000-08:00

Material things are replaceable. You're not.

Abashed

2011-01-17T21:34:00.001-08:00

At one point, I've reached the contentment of being single. Then you came along. You are someone better and wiser than previous lovers.

I wonder if I am right this time.

To Be Titled

2010-12-30T16:27:00.000-08:00

You are a story I want to share someday.

It would be about our love and not giving up on it either.

Drawing Fatelines

2010-12-08T13:55:00.000-08:00

Everything is unclear and things can be risky.

But I want to play with fate.

For the first time in my life, there was someone like you who did not make me feel uneasy.
All I can do is trust you when you say that you like me, for me.

I am afraid but I will keep my eyes open.

Subdued

2010-12-06T20:44:00.000-08:00

Do what you must without even worrying about how long it might take you. I will be waiting here until you are finished.

2010-12-05T04:42:00.000-08:00

I never denied my feelings for you, but I acted on it so late. The damage has been done.

2010-11-23T20:59:00.001-08:00

I don't know anything about forever but for a fact, I know that you and I will last for a long time.

2010-11-15T23:08:00.000-08:00

I was always driven by my aspirations but when I met you, I went through a lot of stops and detours.

I wanted you to be part of my plans, that was all.

2010-10-15T22:40:00.000-07:00

Just in case you're wondering, the only thing that changed is the number of times that I can see you.

And that's rare.

2010-10-13T01:44:00.000-07:00

There are things that I can only do for one person and not to anyone else.

I want to do something good for you, without expecting you to do the same.
To try for you, and wait for you.

Anything for that smile.

2010-09-29T18:17:00.000-07:00

Despite the very long and emotional journey that I went through..

I am glad that you followed and showed me the way. The correct way.

To Be Titled

2010-09-23T21:28:00.000-07:00

The only reason why I seemed selfish was because I didn't want anyone else to realize how amazing you were.

Unclear Skies

2010-09-15T23:08:00.000-07:00

You act differently towards other people.

But all your worries were expressed in our conversations.

I thought I was better for you but you treated me the worse.

To Be Titled

2010-09-12T17:46:00.000-07:00

Loving you was easy.

But in return, you considered other people which made you very uncertain.

The Stargate

2010-09-08T00:18:00.000-07:00

Fall in love and get hurt.

So you will know what to do next time.

On The Edge

2010-09-03T22:02:00.000-07:00

Photo by Ah Poke

I was asked, "If you're feeling miserable, why do you love that person?"

I do not know and I did not want to find out.
If I did, it might be the end of it.

Sincerity In One's Intentions

2010-08-28T03:40:00.000-07:00

Photo by Allan Asis

Apologizing is fine, as long as you know what you are sorry for.

But for what it's worth, I forgive you.

The Final Glow

2010-08-23T12:47:00.000-07:00

I closed this chapter with you. I know I will miss you and part of me would want you to come back. For once, we agreed in something.

The sunset was very promising.

Phrases Etched In Our Hearts

2010-08-20T03:36:00.000-07:00

I will strive to become a better friend to you, even if that's all we are going to be. You asked for it so I am giving it to you.

If I can't be there in times that you need me most, please understand that I am not neglecting you. There are certain feelings that I would want to erase for you, but you will always be in my thoughts.

The Whole New Meaning

2010-08-17T12:53:00.000-07:00

I was told to choose friends over a potential lover, because they come and go but friends stay.

But I found both a friend and a lover in you.

The Sound of Euphoria

2010-08-02T00:29:00.000-07:00

And so the pain and heartache was inevitable but it doesn't stop my heart from beating. It's still you.

Mind's Sight

2010-07-29T10:27:00.000-07:00

You waited for me to screw up so you will have something to use against me.

In Lieu Of Standbys

2010-07-25T18:01:00.000-07:00

Before others, you need to learn to fight for yourself.

The One Who Didn't Give A Damn

2010-07-23T22:44:00.000-07:00

Commitment was what you were given, and you didn't want it.
Do not spoil this kind of happiness for me because I tried.

Please.

2010-07-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

I looked at you, and did not notice anyone else. You stood out, regardless of the scenery.
You looked at me and it made me wonder what came into your mind.

To Be Titled

2010-07-19T13:26:00.000-07:00

Photo by Jhon Ardie Romero

I imagined all the great things for us but these things are only in my head and would never be as real as being right next to you.

To Be Titled

2010-07-18T19:09:00.000-07:00

Photo by Kamaria Broussard

What you are trying to make me do is as hard as trying to let go of a habit that someone has been doing for years.

To Be Titled

2010-07-16T14:05:00.000-07:00

Photo by Kamaria Broussard

It has been proven many times that it is not going to be you and I in the end.

But I will eventually find my own someone. Somewhere.

In Joy We Trust

2010-07-12T10:48:00.000-07:00

You need to stop letting all the negativity take over your life. Maybe the simple things that you have and also capable of doing can make all things better.

The Distrust in Partnerships

2010-07-10T20:42:00.000-07:00

We overcome the bigger problems and suddenly gave up on a small one. And that was it.

Debacles You Have Acquised

2010-07-09T00:52:00.001-07:00

All this because I was not able to act my real self around you.
And when I did, you believed I was acting up.

Heaven Reforms

2010-07-08T02:59:00.000-07:00

I want you to fill the emptiness that I am feeling in my mind.
I want you to fix my broken heart.
I want you to assure me that you will always there.

Even if you were the cause, it is still you.
I want us to contradict the past.

The Image's Aperture

2010-07-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

You always speak of yourself as this horrible person and I do not see that.

Divisions

2010-07-05T21:54:00.000-07:00

If I get a hold of you again, I am going to play for keeps.

Cooing Assumptions

2010-07-05T00:13:00.000-07:00

You can not prove anything to me.

If I may ask again, shall we give it another go?

The Unfinished Panes

2010-07-03T14:47:00.000-07:00

Simple words can break everything that I had to do with you physically.
But only time can tell when to really move on.

Hope Glazes The Dance Floor

2010-07-02T22:25:00.001-07:00

I will be your backbone, your supporter.

But you also need to help yourself.

The Dizziest of Heights

2010-07-01T22:29:00.000-07:00

I warned you that I was afraid. Then you left me hanging.

Sharing Time

2010-06-30T01:12:00.000-07:00

I wonder if there was ever a moment when I made you happy.

When you smiled real smiles, genuine smiles assuring that life is going to be OK.

The One Step Ahead

2010-06-29T03:10:00.000-07:00

Someone like you is definitely extraordinary.

Bonding

2010-06-28T02:43:00.000-07:00

First of all, I want you to listen to what I have to say before certain distractions would make you deaf.

Ripples of Solitude

2010-06-27T03:27:00.000-07:00

The emptiness that I am feeling ends up creating an illusion of how things should have been for you and I.

But that doesn't make things any better, obviously.

The Endless Horizon

2010-06-24T19:52:00.000-07:00

Without closure, you give me hope that we can still continue on what we started.

Untitled

2010-06-17T18:28:00.000-07:00

When I was with you, I did not realize that I had been walking on eggshells just so I wont disappoint you.

The Violent Glide

2010-06-14T15:40:00.000-07:00

The things you say and their lack of meaning is enough to keep my heart from beating.

In Your Dimension

2010-06-10T22:52:00.000-07:00

You created your own version of me.

And I do not appreciate how you portrayed me to others.

A Foul Curiosity

2010-06-06T18:50:00.000-07:00

Photo by Aivie Alexis

Because you should know your limits. It is better to know the ground where you stand instead of testing your capabilities of doing something that you can not do, and undo.

A Torch Untitled

2010-06-04T19:51:00.000-07:00

So does it really matter if you are lying to me or not? You said that I meant so much to you and you are going to find your own mental stability so that things would work out between us afterward.

And then I said that I will stick around as long as you need me.

Split Ends

2010-06-02T22:46:00.000-07:00

I will get to you.

As long as I have you in my head, I will run over all the obstacles that you created.

Dormant Accomplishments

2010-06-01T18:43:00.000-07:00

I am afraid that the love I only know with you is fading away.

Knock Out

2010-05-31T18:50:00.001-07:00

There is a cost of wanting to be with you.

Stolen

2010-05-30T18:46:00.001-07:00

You are a loss that I can not replace.

Echoes

2010-05-27T22:55:00.000-07:00

Still, almost anything can remind me of you.

But when I am alone is when I feel you most.

On This Side

2010-05-26T18:51:00.000-07:00

If it would mean that you are going to have a casual conversation with me, I wont refuse. As long as we try to be safe about it. We are going to hold back from kissing, holding hands, and saying phrases that we actually mean.

The Mundane Inspired

2010-05-24T17:53:00.001-07:00

I said, I love you.

Eventually, I will come up with the most natural proof without showing a sign of reluctance.

Breaking Wind

2010-05-23T14:32:00.000-07:00

No matter how far or close we are from each other, there are many forces that still prevent me from getting to you.

The Wrong Endeavor

2010-05-20T23:52:00.000-07:00

I want to blame you for the chaos that you placed in my heart which caused a raucous in my mind.

Unfortunately, I can not. I believed in us so much. I still am. So there is something left of me for you to come back to.

And since I tried not to lose every part of myself to you, I am letting you go. Not because I want to, but it would help us. Dramatically.

No matter the outcome, we will both accept it.

Case of Timelessness

2010-05-19T16:34:00.000-07:00

And until the day the wrinkles start coming out, I will look at you in the eye and assure you that nothing has changed.

The Substitution For Stars

2010-05-18T15:54:00.000-07:00

This will be difficult but I guarantee that I will be able to know where you are in a crowded room.

Somewhere deep in my mind I know that you would be there expecting me to find you.

Pleasant Surprises Often Find Their Way

2010-05-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

Your whispers containing secrets and the unexpected affectionate gestures that you do makes me feel so wanted by you. I will never get tired of this.

The Catch

2010-05-16T02:17:00.000-07:00

Oh, there you are. I had been looking for you for the longest time.

The Strange Fascination

2010-05-15T02:07:00.000-07:00

I hear a lot of bullshit from other people that all pertain to you.

But I don't care. I like you.

My Undivided Attention

2010-05-13T17:44:00.000-07:00

It was hard making you believe that I do not care about you.
And it was hard trying to go through the day without glancing towards your direction.

A Light That Shines Alone

2010-05-12T19:00:00.000-07:00

Photo by Audrey Pelonia

I am looking at someone else in the eye knowing that I would never find the same eyes that can reveal the same kind of feeling like yours did.

One Beautiful Thing That Surpassed Any Boundaries

2010-05-11T00:01:00.000-07:00

You believe that you are so hard to deal with and that nobody is capable of loving someone like you. But I am here alive and breathing, waiting. I want to make you happy and you know that.

The 160 GB Hard Drive Of You And I

2010-05-08T03:30:00.000-07:00

You have to accept that I have a say in this and I want us to stop stuffing each other with more problems when we can just remember the good times, relive them, and make new ones. We are going to be vulnerable to more complications if we do not get rid of unnecessary quarrels and arguments.

The Reality Check Behind Every Accomplishments

2010-05-06T16:38:00.000-07:00

This is the new you because you had your moment to shine. I advice you to be humble even if you have to put a new face for a lot of people. You should not let go of your old priorities just because you are expected to have new ones.

Wall of Remembrance

2010-05-05T18:05:00.000-07:00

Photo by Audrey Pelonia

Sometimes memories gets passed on, written down, or forgotten.
But there is nobody else that is capable of reminding me about us.
I want to remember you until I die, but then I will die eventually.
If I have to cope with this for the rest of my life, I will.

The Burning Bridge

2010-05-02T09:43:00.000-07:00

My actions always end up being more of a consequence than an actual result with the attempt of achieving the stability that I need in this shaky ground. Effort is now needed to get a breathe a fresh air.

Also wondering if being with you has meaning to it because you blind my thoughts.

Coloring What You And I Feel

2010-04-29T17:34:00.000-07:00

Photo by Audrey Pelonia

It does not matter what kind of picture you want to create with me. Just promise me that it would be something that we can both smile and laugh about regardless of the flaws.

A Sentimental Gift

2010-04-26T18:14:00.000-07:00

Photo by: Audrey Pelonia

In times when I can not be there for you, I want to give you something that would provide comfort and security because I do not want you to feel alone even when I am not here.

(to be titled)

2010-04-25T01:13:00.000-07:00

Photo by Xin Choo

If you feel that passion alone is enough to keep any relationship alive, how will you keep the flame burning?

Naivete

2010-04-23T16:23:00.000-07:00

You want to continue believing that some situations are superficial.

But you need to get past this so look at me in the eye.

Stock of Merchandise

2010-04-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

There are things that have the same purpose but the way you feel about it is what would make it different.

Beyond The Shadow Of A Cloud

2010-04-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

How else can this go on, when the only thing that I truly asked for and my only expectation was something you were not able to give? There is nothing sincere about what we had. Everything just became a total mind-fuck.

The People That Shield Us

2010-04-20T15:43:00.000-07:00

You turn this frown into a smile no matter how difficult it is to move the muscles around my lips. Being with you is a reason for me to declare the world that today, I am going to be fine.

The Years Lost Since I Replaced You

2010-04-18T23:31:00.001-07:00

To see you again without knowing that I never left your mind, my own feelings for you came back.
I should have taken the risk that I failed to take several years ago so neither of us would be suffering the consequences of my decisions.

The Neurotransmission Malfunction

2010-04-17T21:47:00.000-07:00

Our journey is a lie. I can not seem to point why I believe that you are deceiving me and how everything you say pierces my chest. I want the truth now because I can not seem to find the courage to tell you anything.

Wash Up

2010-04-16T22:38:00.000-07:00

I had done things that I believed was right for you but I realized that doing those things does not always make it right.

And I had been trying to rekindle this.

Merely An Illusion of the Mind

2010-04-15T16:20:00.000-07:00

Because in my heart, it screams you. In my mind, it reveals you. Every passing day is like this regardless of how normal it has been.

A Small Assurance

2010-04-14T20:18:00.000-07:00

What is there to worry about, love? My heart is always going to be there for you and I can not imagine it moving anywhere else.

Untitled

2010-04-12T15:13:00.000-07:00

I will be honored to go through the most repetitive errands that we have to do in life with you.

Strike the Sun

2010-04-11T23:38:00.000-07:00

Beauty is not always found unless you look at it in a certain time of day.

In my head, I like to think that you are eternal.

Etched in Stone

2010-04-10T20:31:00.000-07:00

There were many ways that I expressed how I felt about you.

And I can not list all those ways, but I am sure that you will encounter your name in a public place at least once, or twice.

Entertaining Ideas

2010-04-06T19:59:00.000-07:00

You have the habit of turning something so simple to something so wonderful and glorious.

Your Trail of Belongings

2010-04-05T16:37:00.000-07:00

I never wanted it to end but you gave me all the right reasons to move on.

The Missing Link

2010-04-04T10:45:00.000-07:00

For both the good and bad, I accept the person you want to become.

But I prefer if you do not leave your morals behind.

no subject

2010-04-03T00:08:00.000-07:00

I understand that things had been heavy on your part, so I wont say anymore of my own worries. So, not today. I want to distance myself from you for awhile.

Comfort Zone

2010-03-31T18:28:00.001-07:00

No matter how many times you doubt my words, here is where I find my sense of belonging.

And you must accept it.

Catching the Trolley

2010-03-30T12:03:00.000-07:00

I am sorry, but you need to help me create some sense into this. Did we meet by chance or was it because the opportunity was there?

A Busy Life

2010-03-29T02:28:00.000-07:00

Do you honestly think that you can get through the day by doing things to make your self occupied? Do you purposely make yourself be 'on the go' to get the satisfaction that you are living a life?

You are trying to find ways to blur other significant moments.

The Place Where Lovers Take A Stroll

2010-03-28T01:27:00.000-07:00

I hate to think about things that would eventually cause a disappointment to us. I need you to give me security, assurance, and maybe more reasons.